:) good news.. got the invitation from j'pui to become a member with DiaryIs what a great thing.. i finally can write diary and record my memory again .. i got some trouble logging in exteen.. it takes ages .. dont know why... it cant be the connectin speed.. we got asdl..at work.. even at home .. we got a cable modem.. i think between me and exteen .. i gotta say good bye soon :) good bye exteen!

i'm so bored of fights.. hate to see when he crys and i cry hate myself for being weak hate myself for having such an arrogant attitude why am i so so stubborn.. or it's just me? i'm the only reason for those fights we had? why? ... why? i think love aint enough .. not enough to have a happy life without fighting... do i love him? oh yes i do!! does he love me?? of coures he does... but why? why again? why cant we just stop being stupid to each other?... i'm so sicked of it.... am i a freak? am i a slut? am i an idiot? what am i? please please please... i dont wanna leave him..and i dont want him to leave me... what should i do?? what should we do? ... seng seng seng sengggggggggggggggggggggggggg!! rak yang tiew ..man kong mai por...

Laden... Laden...

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